I have created this blog to help share and document my progress (and of course process) as I journey through my Senior Project at the University of Maine at Augusta. I plan to post images of my work as I go, as well as issues, thoughts, questions, or other things that may arise as I explore my ideas. Let the journey begin!
Monday, June 6, 2011
The Opening
So it has been a while since the opening of our "19 Tangents" exhibit, but I still wanted to share. Despite the lack of mention of the second location in any the graduation program or address, we still had a good turnout, as you can see in one of the above images. I was glad to meet some of the new people at the opening, as well as to see everyone enjoying the different types of work. I also included an image of the completed guest book, as I had not shared that before either.
Now graduation has past, the show is almost over, and I'm left figuring on what to do next. From here I plan to take the energy I devoted to school and devote it to my art business instead. Make more art, just keep creating. That's what I plan to always do, profitable or not, just keep creating. It is after all the creative process that I enjoy the most.
Good luck to my fellow students with whom I just graduated. It's been great!
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Final Artist Statement
Piecing Myself Back Together
Shock & denial, anger, bargaining, depression and finally acceptance; according to Dr Kubler-Ross these are the five stages of grief. Given the recent death of a loved one, I have come to know these stages better than I ever hoped. In the beginning, I felt as if I were being torn apart by my emotions. I was reduced to shreds of myself, raw and vulnerable. However, as time passes my grieving has evolved working to sew the pieces together again. Some things have remained the same, some things are changed, but the scars still remain.
This work explores the overwhelming emotions I have felt in the stages of grief. These are not defined stages, but rather an uneasy merging as I have moved from one stage to another and spiraled back again. In the end, this work has created a testament to my current state: I am still grieving, the pieces of me have begun to come together, but I still am not whole. Much work is still to be done.
The Installation Process......
The installation went well. I began with a paper guide to help show me where everything should be . From there I drilled in 10" Wood screws and began to hang the piece. Once it was where it needed to be, the paper guide was removed, and I could see what my piece would look like in the space. It was pretty exciting to see it in it's official place!
Next I needed to help conceal the plain screws. I used a furry type of yarn that wrapped around the screws, hung down and again looped around in various ways. This way even the supports were part of the completed piece. This was the only part I had not pre-tested prior to the install, but I am happy with the way it turned out.
Lastly I needed to do some touch-up stitching and some overall wire shaping. And finally, after what seemed like forever but really was not, my installation was complete. Except of course for my guestbook, which as you can see in one of the above images, is already underway.
Saturday, April 9, 2011
A Swirling of Emotions
Friday, April 1, 2011
Rip, tear and reassemble.....
So I have torn apart the piece, and now have begun the process of reassembling it. Here you can see some images of a few pieces that are being stitched back together the way that they were originally painted - like pieces of a puzzle. For me these pieces are like the parts of me that remain the same after grief, while other pieces will be like the parts of me that are forever changed. Those pieces will be assembled in a way different from the original painting.
I find I am really enjoying manipulating the fabric and varying my stitches to create some tense points, while others are loose and pulling apart. I have felt this way in going through my grief - at times I have felt whole, at others I have felt like I was falling apart.
As I work I have so many ideas on how to work with the fabric - but I'm afraid some of them will have to wait - I don't want this to turn into one big jumbled mess of experiments. In my last post I mentioned the use of metal rings to help show my journey - I will save this for last in-case I deem it unnecessary in the end. i find the existing shapes and textures quite intriguing already. We'll see......
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Starting over - but not really.....
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
Depression and Anger Torn....
Ok, so 2 more stages have been torn. I think I will begin to play with piecing them together to see what I can come up with for inspiration. I still need to create an acceptance stage, but am holding off as I have recently thought that they all might work together as a form of acceptance. Unsure, we'll see where my thoughts take me as I move forward.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Bargaining (already torn)
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Falling out of love....
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Shock and Denial
This is the first stage of grief. I have left the image fairly colorless and light, a denial in itself. I have also worked for a shattered feel, because shock was a shattering experience for me. I could compare it to the splintering of glass - it has been broken into a million pieces, but has not yet fallen apart.
You will of course notice that it is in a typical rectanguler shape - but no worries - this is only temporary. My new plans for moving forward involve creating the 5 stages, then ripping them apart to be sewn back together as one flowing piece. I feel this serves my grieving process better, as it was not certain definite defined stages, but rather a merging of stages, and often going back and forth between them. This changes what the original works looked like, but then grief has very much changed me. The completed work will be a personal statement of my own grieving process, one I'm sure many will be able to relate to.
Piecing Myself Back Together (Revised Artist Statement)
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
Work in Progress #2
The 4th stage of greif is Depression. I know I am going out of order, but I need more thought on the other stages! This is in it's early phases, and will still take more work from here. Atleast it has started!